The first scene in my show depicts my love for my sister. She is a very highly and intelligent person. I devoted my life to making sure she succeeded in life. With my help she became a lawyer. My show will center around the relationship I had with my sister.
My sister got pregnant in high school and needed a lot of help. I mostly helped to raise her son. She was never home having to work and go to school, therefore I worked my life around hers. He is currently 13 years old.
I enjoyed helping but it always made her unhappy, now she won’t even acknowledge my existence. Now she says things like ” my life would be easier if you were never in it”.
My sister has become sophisticated and now I embarrass her. She no longer wants me around her lawyer friends. She no longer wants me apart of her life.
I suffer from a mental illness and depression is the next stage after anxiety.
Some days it is just a struggle to lift my head off the pillow. When I open my eyes I ask God why I’m still here. Why does it feel as though I can’t breathe. Why do I hate to see another day?
Today I got out of bed and made it to work but I received another text from my sister that read “I hate you. My life would not be affected if I never saw you again”.
As soon as I got home I immediate crawled under the covers and have been there ever since.